Dream crushes..

I’m feeling so bad right now that I feel like crying..all of a sudden it’s like somebody crashing ur big dream..how sad is that right?

I wanna go..i wanna achieve this dream of 10 years badly..

For many years..it’s been a dream of me revisiting the land of the rising sun again..but due to us unable to reach a certain level of toleration..perhaps things is not gonna work out anymore..i’m not sure..

Might consider travelling alone..i could do what I want..i could spend as much as I could! That would be cool..i guess..