Never in my life i have so much stress before..i am tired..physically and mentally...such messy projects were pass to me...i've had enough really..i wish i could run away but i couldn't..i've told myself that if i could overcome these problems..i'll grow..not disappointing dad and myself..why am i doing all these? yes..i do have a choice..but since i've choosen this path..so..no matter how hard..i'll try..thanks for my supportive colleagues and friends..i felt better..just doing my best..i hope i'll be fine as my health is deteriorating..sorry guys..i think im complaining too much recently..i do hope u guys can understand me..but..erm..well..its fine..since nobody knows wad my job does..

need a good rest this weekend..ciao