I skipped gym...i skipped work...
I ask myself not to wake up...
let continue into the dreamland..
where everything turns so beautiful..
temtations, goaless, meaningless..
couldn't live like this forever...
my life is just a piece of shit...
when u feel so tired and u cant sleep...
im not going to try anymore...


few days ago a friend told me that because of my words he stay..
im very glad of him today..
he has done something proud..


i thought it can be cured...
but..until today..its still like a shadow..
following me..appears and disappear..
please..i wanted to get well..
this is making me so miserable..
i hope this will not end my life..


Please..