tough time passes...i felt so much better after a chilling weekend...christmas is around...i've already receive my first present from uncle..thank you...airasia is offering really cheap tickets that makes me wanna go travelling so much...i've just made my passport and ready to go *waits patiently*..felt like getting some pressies for christmas..but then i dun actually need those things...argh..i don't know..i want a christmas card...and erm..maybe i need a tan, massage, spa or something...blah..just bullshiting..im having a week holiday this dec...i've got no plans yet...CALL ME PEOPLE!

You won't know how suffer to live like this..
You never know how much pain i've passed through these days..
Blinded with tears...forcing it to go on..
What's the meaning of living?
Im still there..

You Are Thai Food

Trendy yet complex. People seek you out - though they're not sure why.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

this are some bored things i did..what do u think?

I'm Depress again...

I skipped gym...i skipped work...
I ask myself not to wake up...
let continue into the dreamland..
where everything turns so beautiful..
temtations, goaless, meaningless..
couldn't live like this forever...
my life is just a piece of shit...
when u feel so tired and u cant sleep...
im not going to try anymore...


few days ago a friend told me that because of my words he stay..
im very glad of him today..
he has done something proud..


i thought it can be cured...
but..until today..its still like a shadow..
following me..appears and disappear..
please..i wanted to get well..
this is making me so miserable..
i hope this will not end my life..


Please..

I'm concentrating on 'healing hands 3' for a few days...as a result i've only slept for 4hours today...went to work on morning...slacking here and there cuz there are only 2 of us the whole office...lol..lunch time went to post office to send a parcel for my sweetie yy...my number was 1240 and the number shown was 1140...that means 100 to go...only 1 counter operating at that moment..i waited very patiently...for around 45 minutes..after weighing the parcel the woman asked me to pay Rm20.50 for postage...DAMN..its so expensive to send something out of the country...for once i will send..'kawan baik' mar..blur blur fill up the custom thingy and there goes an hour in post office..back home to have lunch(indomee) as usual...then stick to the monitor for 5 or 6 hours nonstop...just for the drama...i skipped gym..i skipped visiting grandma..i almost skipped my meals..hehe..spent sometime on games then tv again...im goin to blind...round the day up with drinks of course..=)

boredom always kills