running on the endless path

Gossips and more gossips in the office...althought bad mouthing is bad..but we just couldn't stand Jen- that is our boss...okok..spent whole morning n lunch time talking..hehe...the whole afternoon i was so drowsy cause by the lack of sleep...

I remembered it was 210am...rain poured heavily and wind was blowing hard...the wind slip through the sliding door and the window creating some scary noise...'WeE~ wEe' that was what i heard before i fall asleep...

Most of my friends was complaining bored or sien...well..i was one of them in the past...and now i realise the more u complain about the more bored it is...erm..my life now is quite fulfilling actually...i work everyday..i have class on saturday..i play at night...i have shopping...i should be contented...but u know...sometimes people just want more...everyone is greedy...so..u must wonder..what do i want?

My answer : Dunno~

a busy week just passed...but i know there are things still coming up...it never stop..brother's birthday this saturday..yeen yee is leaving next tuesday...party on 6th august...gonna have a great time there...hehe..

I've disappeared for so long and it's time to back to blogging...weather is such a mess recently...caught a cold yesterday...kinda busy this week...

just realise that my food expectation has gone higher...its really hard for me to give a 'pass' or 'good' to those food...well..u can say im hard to please..=)

Been working hard on photo editing...my work is quite bad actually...si fu also cant help much..sigh..back to work now..

Im so dead so dead..morning went for photoshop class...great~ i learned how to create brushes and masking...tried it at home...and it works..hehe..glad...*yawns* took a very small nap(20 minutes) before i go out again...sigh...im out at 240pm...went for the final meeting in cheras...phew everything came to an end...1 more prep.meet on monday nite to settle stuff...wait for the big event on sunday and jobs are done...hope that everything is under control..i'll take my shower now and will be goin for dinner..tired n dead..ciaoz!

recent life

It Seems to be fine after all...i do agree that spending do makes me get better~ well..did some shopping and singing this week...yet im still feeling bored...i guess i'll give myself some more time to get back to normal...im healthier nowadays coz im changing my lifestyle...controling what i should eat and what should avoid...sleeping on time...bla..i donno if these will help..but i'll try...*yawns* its time to go to bed..ciao!

tears rolling..
it did not drop..
i know it wasn't all from me..
a part of it could be from others..
its nagging..
it cant stop..
it came over and over again..
half side of the brain tells me to calm..
the other side tells me to think..
its been really stressful..
tension arises..
depression strikes one more time..
im so dead..

even doctor could not help!

how could this happen to me

I open my eyes
I try to see but was blinded by the white light.
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can't explain
What happened and I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me