Phew..ending of my first working week...hectic..tired..Slowly getting used to the enviroment..traffic was okay..work loads are okay too by the moment..now i understand why carmen has to go home early on weekdays..im SooOoo sleepy when i get home everyday...i hope i can sleep well soon...bye

quotes of the day

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the
realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we
look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has
been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you
can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and
heartaches.

Hey..i'm feeling better..
End of something will lead to a start of something..hehe
I guess i'm fine to be alone now..
Thanks for u guys for accompanying me these days..
Really hope to settle down everything in April..

love,
fay

i. a.m. h.u.r.t

don't ask me why

unemployed idiot

Life just got SUCK without a job!

YOU SUCK!

Hi people!

My Bangkok trip was superb! Great place,great food and great people.Things are so so so cheap...u couldn't resist it..im so tanned now..with Loads of work to do..i've worked 7 days this week..CRaZy! There's just too much things to do...gah..i never had a good sleep for 1 week..im hella tired..recognition day at Mc this year was great...as least no formal events..just eat and play..haha..fun fun fun..took some pictures of the kids..they are so cute..hehe..im a bit sad cuz im goin to leave them 2days later...will miss them a lot...of course my great colleagues also..love them..still i need to have a conclusion for this job...if not i'll get killed again..ciao guys..tired!

Chinese New Year has finally came to an end...i will miss the Gambling time...mahjongs and blackjack...love it..earning more in 21point..haha..please do not stop gambling just because those ppl are botak...keep it on..keep it hot...YES WE LOVE YOU!

Finally got a chance to visit KL Hilton's restaurant..we had buffet dinner at Sudu..first class service...very good oysters and caviar..the rest was..erm..well..my main (pan seared duck breast) too raw for me...other small nicely plated food is not worth talking about...Although the design was refreshing but it doesn't give any comfort feeling to me...nicely separated bars, restaurant, lounge etc..very stylish reception...clean restrooms with frangrance of burning essential oil..good overall..

Not a wonderful dinner...something just gone missing...

Good day peepZ!

Sorry guys..din blog for so long..my(dad) laptop was sent to fix..so im now using another laptop to get online..sad..was sick for a few days before Chinese New Year...one of the celebration i hate..i hate cleaning the house...goin 'bai nin'..balik kampung...bla..its all bored..besides that gambling is the greatest thing of all..love Mahjong especially..not really good, need somemore practise...everything is fine here in kampung..but really bored..spent most of the time sleeping..

Chor 4 the guys drove to kampar to fetch me and we started our journey to Ipoh around 2something..1st we went to have ice kacang in kampar town then went to have a look at gua tempurung..they seemed to be very interested..hang a while then continue to Ipoh...lotsa ppl at the Ipoh Chicken rice shop...super crowded...bought a bottle of so call famous soya milk..then went to walk around in the souvenir shop..everything was so pricey..(for tourist only)..then we drove around the area and look for the famous salted chicken...after that we drove around and search for kk's fav stall...'nam heong' coffee shop..tried the famous char koew teow..and also the Abolone soup chicken hor fan..real abalone soup..very nice but pricey..imagine it is more expensive than kl...after eating we drove back to kampar then we took all the bicycles and explore around the village...very fun cycling together..cc nearly kena langgar in a junction..lol..

At night was our gambling time..played 'in between' and '3 cards'..lose quite a lot..too bad...we celebrated mom's birthday...woo..happy..then it was 12something so we decided to go out for dinner/supper...when to new town area, the guys love the place so much..and so do i...things are cheap in kampar...sat until 1something we left and continue our card game and of course Mahjong..my favourite..stopped the game at about 5am..suppose to sleep in the air con room but then felt like sleeping in the living room had more fun...hehe..we chatted until 6something then we all fell asleep..

The next day woke up pretty early...10something..ate glutinous rice for breakfast..continue mahjong again..i won this time..hehe..left kampar about 1something...i miss the time we spend together..great trip..

Happy new year to all..

Had a great time balik kampung attended my cousin's wedding...everything seems so fine..addicted to o2 jam recently..playing day n night...lol...crazy..work is so so so so so so StResS!!!! Its a new semester for all the students...office setting have been changed...and it makes hell lotsa mess...i despise working...now i need to work til 930pm instead of 9pm..oh god...im tired

Fireworks was superb at the curve...2005 ended with very little memories in my mind...wasn't a great year for me...did nothing ,achieve nothing...hopes and fears came to me...no resolutions..nothing...dun ever ask me about future..lost again!

My trip ended..Christmas ended..wasn't a great trip nor Christmas but then great experience...back to work..sick on day 1...bad flu...had annual dinner on wed nite at GB..ordered hell lotsa food but we are able to finish...almost everything double..the best thing was the deep fried soft shell crabs..it was heavenly yummy...unfortunately i cant eat more coz im too heaty...sobz..was quite full..im sure im goin to order all those stuff again...i missed pandan chicken, batter prawns, kerabu, satay, crabs..more more more..im hungry now..i guess i'll go make some sandwich..bye

Last saturday went for a buffet dinner in Sunway Resort hotel...ew..for the 3rd time..and this time is the suckiest one...less varieties plus taste so bad..but anyway i don't hav to pay for it..forget it..after dinner send sister to airport cuz she has to depart to Japan..waited for the check in stuff bla bla bla..grr..i hate group check in...wasting time...around 10pm said goodbye to her..and miss her..i hope she's getting me my shopping list...woohoo..

goin to singapore this christmas..hope i'll be having a good time and yes i wanna shop!...yawns..i gotta work tmr..ciao

Nice saturday night out with ex coll.mates...not a long gathering but definitely worth it..get to know thier recent life and stuff...then watched Narnia...it was great...

Its a hell day on sunday..went to rpm again then hav to rush back home coz fooi is goin to bring me to hospital to fetch my maid back...okay he was late and it ruined all my plannings...so i went home with my maid riding on a bus..imagine that..oh ya..we walked(with my heels) from tung shin hospital to the bus stop for half an hour then we took a bus home for like 50 minutes..and finally we reached home..fcuking the damn hold thing..y not take a cab? i asked myself...i dunno..? grr..who cares now..i had reached home..blah! btw it was a great experience walking around kl...mind u..its pretty dangerous out there..take care!

it was really unlucky and full of disappointment!

tough time passes...i felt so much better after a chilling weekend...christmas is around...i've already receive my first present from uncle..thank you...airasia is offering really cheap tickets that makes me wanna go travelling so much...i've just made my passport and ready to go *waits patiently*..felt like getting some pressies for christmas..but then i dun actually need those things...argh..i don't know..i want a christmas card...and erm..maybe i need a tan, massage, spa or something...blah..just bullshiting..im having a week holiday this dec...i've got no plans yet...CALL ME PEOPLE!

You won't know how suffer to live like this..
You never know how much pain i've passed through these days..
Blinded with tears...forcing it to go on..
What's the meaning of living?
Im still there..

You Are Thai Food

Trendy yet complex. People seek you out - though they're not sure why.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

this are some bored things i did..what do u think?

I'm Depress again...

I skipped gym...i skipped work...
I ask myself not to wake up...
let continue into the dreamland..
where everything turns so beautiful..
temtations, goaless, meaningless..
couldn't live like this forever...
my life is just a piece of shit...
when u feel so tired and u cant sleep...
im not going to try anymore...


few days ago a friend told me that because of my words he stay..
im very glad of him today..
he has done something proud..


i thought it can be cured...
but..until today..its still like a shadow..
following me..appears and disappear..
please..i wanted to get well..
this is making me so miserable..
i hope this will not end my life..


Please..

I'm concentrating on 'healing hands 3' for a few days...as a result i've only slept for 4hours today...went to work on morning...slacking here and there cuz there are only 2 of us the whole office...lol..lunch time went to post office to send a parcel for my sweetie yy...my number was 1240 and the number shown was 1140...that means 100 to go...only 1 counter operating at that moment..i waited very patiently...for around 45 minutes..after weighing the parcel the woman asked me to pay Rm20.50 for postage...DAMN..its so expensive to send something out of the country...for once i will send..'kawan baik' mar..blur blur fill up the custom thingy and there goes an hour in post office..back home to have lunch(indomee) as usual...then stick to the monitor for 5 or 6 hours nonstop...just for the drama...i skipped gym..i skipped visiting grandma..i almost skipped my meals..hehe..spent sometime on games then tv again...im goin to blind...round the day up with drinks of course..=)

boredom always kills

Well..was late for combat class so decided to join the rpm instead...felt quite weird as i was the first timer...'a ride to hell'...this is super tiring...sweat like mad..phew..i was walk floating to ikano..bought a mini card for my sweetie yy..then i walk around..and padini had sales..of course i walk in and take a look..i browse and in the end i bought a top...i told myself i should stop buying any top..but erm..okay okay...money spent...end of sunday..